this blog is like dead i this few weeks damn no mood to post anything ps luh.... gonna add a song inside thats all.. this blog is offically closed =)

neck ache
shoulder ache
hand ache
leg ache
back ache
muscle ache
heart ache

serioulsly wad could go worst. i lied to u saying i have forgotten u.. To forget u isint
difficult. those times... its possible.. but the feelings it carried are drawn down inside
of me like tatoo.. its not that easy to forget.. thats wad i learn.. im gonna "forget" u
as i could make u happy.. i would do anything to make u happy.. even if i have to hide
one corner to not let u see me.. i will get away from ur sight.. like a shadow.. i will follow u..
i will be there for u. and i wont be noticed by u.. i love u.. ur not perfect.. but wad u have is
all i ever need.. u dun need to be perfect to be with someone u like. u just have to try.
i wont let u go.. im serious..

wanted to post tml when i get my results. But to many things happened
and i need a place to trash everything out. here is the place.

First. oral is tomorrow i am damn freaking freaked out. i need to calm down.
i need to think things in a proper way. i need to use my head.

next i am damn freaking stressed out by my studies. i need to focus. seriously.

finally. i hurt u more then u hurt me. i wont forget u. dun even try. pls.

thats all ba.

Your promise u said to me seem to be kept.
so i will break mine and stay by u. u have cough
get well soon i guess. and i'm fine no worries. =)

today i had a normal day? well it went quite smooth thats for sure.
what wasnt great was that i had some skills 3 exam. Dunno what to write.
yet didnt write rubbish =) acomplishment i guess.. xDD after that went to
serve some idoitic SIP.. for being late for class after recess.. 2 hrs..
one more to go next monday.. JY?? LOLx. went to collect my specs and
now i look kinda retarded. =D lols but still gonna wear it nomatter =D



JOKES

A convo btwn Man and God,
Man: god what is a million years to u?
God: its like a minute.
Man: then what is a million dollars to u?
God: well its like 10 cents to me.
Man: God then can u spare me 10 cents?
God: sure why not. give me a minute to find it.

XDD

u asked me turn back. saying u will change. u will not treat me
coldly. i will believe u and turn back and give u this chance to
make me break my heart again. i'm not sure if it will break. but
i'm willing to give u this chance also for me to break my promise
of leaving u. i want to break this promise. how? treat me like a
friend. a friend where u will tell him about ur feelings, ur problems
and ur joys. i want u to share ur situation with me. will u? i will give
u time to slowly prove urself. i want to believe in u that u will be
able to do it. if u are i will continue to stay by u knowing that i will
not hurt u even if i stay by u. if not. i'm sorry, i will leave u. i know u
read this blog. and i hope u continue reading.

SEVOL

i decided. TO leave u now. nvr to come back. Reason?
well it seems to me that my presence would only means
saddness to u and that there is no point in staying by u
trying to make u happy as i am the main source of saddness
u are experiencing. i will leave u. i wont return. i wont change
my mind. i will hurt u. so what i am alr hurting u right now
juz a little more and it would be the end of ur sufferings
i cant think of any other way. if u can tell me. pls i hate
to leave u. but i hate it more to see u sad.


yrroSmAI

went KL for the past few days.. had great fun =) haha
quite nice there.. main purpose is to find my
grandfather's father's tomb.. haha found it..
surprised.. lols.. yeah thats abt all ba..

since u hate me so much continue to hate me.. hate me as much as u like.. i still love u..
and if u start liking me i will make sure u like me forever.